Sunday, July 31, 2005
It was a weird weird day today.
Novs texted me asking me if I've passed by a certian floor of a certain manll.
I said "Yes..why?".
She asked me if I have noticed something...
...because her brother saw a group picture displayed at a photostudio and recognized Luz!!
Huwaaat?? the studio displayed our picture for the whole world to see?
Wah! I've thought of that possibility when we had THAT picture taken for our class fashion show BUT that was just a thought! I've never expected that it could really happen!
why? WHY?
It's so embarrassing!
I'll never go to that mall again.
I might have fans waiting there..as in! (>_<)
HMP!
just another day...
6:54 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
At last.. I have load again! My social life is back! Woohoo!
Anyway, I met Alona & Michelle at the LRT station on my way to my interview. I havent seen them for more than a year. I wanted tell them so many things..how I'm happy to see them but I just didnt know where I would start. I missed them a lot and they shared what's happened to our other kabarkadas. It was a very short ride though, they had to stop at the Buendia station coz they're going to Makati.
After my exam in the morning, they asked me to return in the afternoon for my interview. I had to wait for two hours. I'm so lazy to go to Rob Pioneer coz my feet were alreay killing me so I just stayed at Jollibee. I ate my lunch, doodled a lot, observed people and amused myself at the restroom camwhoring with my phone.
The little boy at the CR wanted to pee and when his mom opened the cubicle, the kid screamed "Ang BAHO!!". Wahaha! Poor lady, her kid just announced how stinky her poo is! After the kid screamed, I heard the lady flushed the toilet.
Exchanged missed calls with Hazel this morning. We traded jokes and stories of what's goin on with our lives. I told her that I went to an interview in Pioneer yesterday and I am kinda hoping that I'd get the job..and I am really crossing my fingers for this one!! Seems like everybody's working in Ortigas! Wah! Except ME! She's been meeting with our classmates..that's my dream man! Coffeebreaks at Starbucks..Lunch meetings..dinner meetings..WAHHH! Social Life! Social Life!!
so, okei..I still dont have a social life. 0_o
well anyway, I felt so good yesterday that I stopped by the nearest ukay-ukay. I bought a pink blouse and a sleeveless turtleneck. They're only 50pesos each!!
I had to cover my face coz I look so stressed! heh
I cant wear the turtleneck yet..I'd try to lose mooore weight before I'd wear something like that though I look so thin when I tried it on.
Next week..I'll apply again for a job. I gotta try.
I.wont.lose.hope.
just another day...
6:21 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
what did I do today?
hmm..
I typed my dad's very long specifications for his client, printed a perspective & did a cover for his specs. I received a sample love quote from globe girlfriends. cute <3
too bad I cant pass it around coz I still dont have load. I have no social life. heh.
ah! the virgin coconut oil is doing miracles for my digestion.
today is a happy day =)
just another day...
11:34 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I'm so freaking bored right now. I am always bored.
Well, what do I expect?! I'm still jobless and I'm stuck here just eating, sleeping... staring at nothing, thinking about my future..if I have a future blahblah... all in all, just killing time..killing myself for doing NOTHING. I hate myself for being so friggin lazyyyy..
Last Sunday, my mom got so mad at me for sleeping for so many hours that they almost dragged me just to go with my sister to the mall to shop for a new pair of pants and get myself a new shirt. I cried so much coz I feel so pathetic. I had ugly thoughts about my past, about people..how I hate everything around me. I'm still the quiet giggly girl that people have known for years..I still havent grown. I'm still so immature. Ugh! the angst.
Well anyway, I took a cold shower after crying and guess what? I'm okei again (cue music..'if the feeling is goneeeee..'). I guess I can be pretty emotional sometimes, maybe a little depressed. It's kinda stupid how I can be like that. Sometimes I just had to kick myself. I didnt buy any shirt coz I hate how the mall can get so crowded on weekends because of the Artistas having their mall shows with all the fans screaming and the chismoso-chismosas blocking the entrance of the stores. I bought only the japanese strawberry chocolate (Meiji Apollo) which is now my addiction hehe. I'm so inlove with the OST of Naruto right now. I've never been into J-rock before but what the hell! They sound so great I dont have to understand the lyrics, I just have to listen and then.. I'm happy again. Yeah. And I also love the look of some jap rock artists..they're so goodlooking they look like women. They're wayyy prettier than me! and they're so effem! OMG! I'm turning into a fangirl. haha XD
hayyyy..whatevs! :P
just another day...
10:48 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
Okei... my digestion is getting better.
Now, I only have my allergy to worry about.
whenever I wash my face, I sneeze.
I take a bath, I sneeze.
when it starts to rain, I sneeze.
when I hug our cats, I sneeze.
when the weather is too hot, I sneeze.
Well..I know I'm allergic to dust..but my mom thinks that I'm also allergic to soap (?!) just like my aunt. The doctor who examined me when I was in HS also said that I'm allergic to chocolates (sooo not true).
It's a good thing that my aunt (who's a doctor) sent me antihistamine pills. I've tried one this morning and it worked.. unlike the local brand that doesnt really relieve my allergy (they're like sleeping pills!! they only make me sleep).
ummm.. okies. whatevaks. that's all.
just another day...
4:35 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
I feel so crappy today...
actually, I've been feeling sad the whole week and I dont even know why.
must be something in the air..
hmmm...
I hate that I have a very poor digestiion. I've tried fiber supplements, yakult, virgin coconut oil, soymilk, green tea, prodigestion milk, papaya shakes.. but still, nothing works for me.
I feel like a baby whenever my parents would buy me things just because I'm sick or anything.. or my mom would take me with her to the market or mall so that I can eat whatever I want because my dad thinks that I am 'underfed' and it's the cause of my poor digestion. I think it's ok as long as it doesnt add moooore pounds. I need to move more- EXERCISE.
argh! I really dont know why I feel so sad..
I want to know why..
uh.. no, I dont wanna know..
hmm..maybe it's because of the ugly dreams that I've been having lately. They're not nightmares.. just ugly situations that can happen in real life.
anyway, I made 4 sculptures using clay and wax.
I made a clay face but I didnt like it so I squashed it :P
I also made a panda, a foot and a fist.
I need more practice. I'll find a large chunk of wood so that I can finally use that carving set that my dad bought for me.
owwwwkei... that's all for now. Our dog Ramsey just turned 3 years old today. I'm going to the new SM City San Lazaro (which is just a few streets away from our house) with my mom tomorrow. I'll be eating again & maybe... shop a little.
just another day...
7:51 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Just had a goofy chat with Luz..
...becoz of her work, night-owl din cia.
Me, mukha lang talagang owl... OWeL.
I'm bored out of my skull now... so I'll just post my new creation.
my very shy model Ramsey Doodle.
Woochie, the mean mean dog
It took me an hour sewing the little headgear using my mom's machine. I just want to see if it'll fit the doggies- if... I can make 'em wear it...HAhaHa!!
it's kinda dark here coz Ram tried to hide from me..
he HATES the headgear..sobra.
a very happy model & the creator
(uh yeah, i obviously dont comb my hair)
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we have a new kitty!
my mom & dad rescued her from a tree near a demolished house.
she's super sweet and makulit.
her name is Mancha.
just another day...
2:42 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Forwarded Questions from Friendster..
1. kumakain ka ba ng aratilis?
~yup, may puno nun dati sa tapat ng haus ng granny ko.
2. nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapybubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tangkay ngwalis tingting?
~nagagalit nga lola ko noon kc nakakalbo na gumamela nia,..nanghihingi lang ako ng straw sa tindahan.
3. pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon atdi ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?
~yes, pag nag-3 o'clock prayer na sa TV siesta time na..radio lang nakabukas, ang tugtog 'saigono iwaki'.
4. marunong ka magpatintero, saksak puso,langit-lupa, teleber-teleber, luksong tinik?
~expert ako sa U-telebert-telebert.
5. malupit ka pag meron kang atari, family computeror nes?
~family comp lang meron kmi nun.. pinball & excite bike & gallaga lang kaya kong laruin.
6. may mga damit ka na U.S.E.D., Boy London,Cross Colors, Esprit, Blowing Bubbles at pagnakakakita ka ng Bench na damit eh naalala mo siRichard Gomez?
~ung tsinelas ko tatak U.S.E.D.,..blowing bubbles lng & bench meron ako noon..
7. addict ka sa rainbow brite, carebears, my littlepony, thundercats, bioman, voltes v, mazinger z,daimos, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindipa translated sa tagalog?
~rainbow brite,carebears, little pony PLUS ghostbusters.. love ko pa rin yan! sa bioman ako si yellow4.
8. nanonood ka ng shaider kasi nabobosohan mosi annie at type na type mo ang puting panty nya?
~nanonood ako shaider pero la ako pake sa panty nia noh.
9. inaabangan mo lagi ang batibot at akala momagkakatuluyan si kuyabodgie at ate sienna...nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagibeverly hills 90210?
~batibot..sinasabayan ko pa opening song nun. di ko type 90210.
10. meron kang blouse na may padding kung babaeka at meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kunglalake ka?
~lalo na ung mga barbie ko na damit lging padded ang shoulders.. may mighty kid din ako noon.
11. kilala mo si manang bola at ang sitsiritsit girls?esi luning-ning at ging-ging?~sitsiritsit..alibangbang? kaboses ni No Bites un eh. :D
12. alam mo ibig sabihin ng time space warp at di momakakalimutan ang time space warp chant?
~hah!
13. idol mo si McGyver at nanonood kang perfectstrangers?
~idol ng mom ko si Mcgyver..yeah, perfect strangers.
14. eto malupet... six digits! lang ba angphonenumber nyo dati?
~yebah..266333 pa number namin noon.. may party-line pa.
15. nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3bentesingko lang ang dala?
~parang di naman ganun dati ah!
16. cute pa si aiza seguerra sa eat bulaga atalam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?
~hehe..dahil kay aiza, gus2 isali ng mom ko ate ko sa little miss philippines.
17. inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait ehnasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyanng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?
~hanggang ngaun, un pa rin ung mamang naglalako ng chocolait sa bote samin.
18. meron kang pencil case na maramingcompartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mgakaklase mo?
~mickey mouse na dipindot na kulay red..tsaka musical.
19. noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya FunFactory?
~di ko type un.
20. alam mo ang kantang "gloria labandera"..lumusong sha sa tubig ang paa ay nabasa atang "1,2, 3, asawa ni marie"... hehehehehe?
~ung gloria di ko alam..bumbero-bumbero may sunog & chipi-chipi gum.
21. sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego...at nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures at ibapa ang mukha ni barbie noon?
~may play-doh kami nun na ducktales edition..lego din..tsaka ung mga barbie ko na kinalbo lahat ng lil sis ko..si ken na lang ngaun ang natira.
22. inabutan mo pa yung singkong kortengbulaklak at yung diyes na square?
~yes, may coin collection kc lola ko..nakay mudra na ngaun.
23. alam mo yung kwento ng pari na binigyan ngpera yung batang umakyat ng puno parabumili ng panty... and shempre, alam mo rin bakung ano binigay nya sa nanay nung umakyatng puno?~never heard.
24. meron kang kabisadong kanta ni andrew e naalam mo hanggang ngayon.. aminin?
~humanap ka ng panget..idol kc un ng yaya namin c ate Anne.
24. alam mo din ung sayaw ng UMD na Always...
~hehe..hanggang ngaun.
just another day...
5:01 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
I cleaned my bags and drawers yesterday para maitapon na ung mga naipong papers and other kalat nung college. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na naging super-attached ako sa mga bagay from my past. I've collected stuffs mula pa noong 5 years old ako.. ung clamp ng shoelaces ko, my favorite scented elephant stuffed toy, 1 pack ng sticker na bigay ng bestfriend ko nung grade3 ako na never ko pa binawasan, 1 piraso ng sapatos ng doll na bigay ng bestfriend ko nung kinder hanggang grade6 (sabi nya- akin ung kapares para nasaan man ako, she's always with me), 2 candles- white candle nung prom & pink candle nung debut ni Mama Caj, ring na may star dangly from my close friend nung first year HS as remembrance, chocolate wrappers, mga resibo, school IDs, my ugly handwriting in fourth grade.. and loads more.
After I have thrown away two medium sized trash bags.. mas maganda na pagmasdan ung mga naipon kong mga gamit.. things that are very important to me... things with sentimental value. They remind me of my past.. of people and memories.
I feel so blessed.
just another day...
1:57 PM
