Friday, May 19, 2006
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
why do I have to say such stupid answers when put on the spot?!!!
I'm gonna die in denial!
arggggghhhh!
my little brain can't process.
lagi na lang.
I'm so hopeless. (T.T)
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I've had terrible mood swings lately. It's weird. I don't think it's normal anymore to have some form of depression almost every month. Maybe, I'm going through a quarter life crisis... but I'm only twenty-one! I don't wanna go to some expert chuva just to know what's wrong with me. Somehow, blogging has helped me cope with my problem. It has become my outlet for venting my emotions although I'm still a little private with details/stuff that I should only keep to myelf (or on my real handwritten journal). Haaaay.... I'm such a freak.
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story:
once, a crazy 'taong grasa' approached me even though there are so many people waiting at the bus stop.
He said "Di mo ba ako naaalala? Magkasama tayo dati... 300 thousand pesos!"
I walked away saying to myself "Why! Why Me!!!"
Well, I've thought about it and I noticed that compared to the other people waiting, I was the only one who's wearing a very colorful outfit.
Maybe deranged people love rainbow-y things...just like me.
Like minds. Hah!! (>.<)!!!!
just another day...
6:10 PM
