Tuesday, July 11, 2006
While blog-hopping, I've read this beautiful post about friends who are growing tired of repeating eveything that they've done in their past. It's so lovely, it strikes close to home. I've had friends who seem to have forgotten about me. It hurts that they want to move on and have to avoid all the easiest access of communication. But why do they want to move on? Is it a shame that we have been friends for years? Is it me? But whatever's the reason, I'm still waiting for my phone to beep and see those people's name on the screen of my cellphone. I'm still holding onto the memories that we have all shared... even if it's nothing compared to the fun that you're having with your new friends. It's painful that some people want to forget a chapter of their life. It's more painful to realize that I may be a part of that chapter that you're trying to erase and I'll always be only a part of your past. You may not realise it but I still think about all our fun days... those are wonderful days. For you, they were wonderful... were. Sigh. It's easier for me to express this on this blog. I really don't rant in real life. But you're one of those few people who listens to me, you're special even if you don't see me just as much. I wish things like this don't happen to good friends but I guess there's nothing we can do. Time is pulling us apart... and we are all drifting away... slowly.
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