Tuesday, August 29, 2006
so.... what's up?
uh.... yeah. I'm bored again.
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I'm really going to try that slimming tea, gaddamet!
I'm a huge chunk of lard. I want to melt off.
For once, I want to be sekseh! (blargh!! XD)
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Karen and I went to Recto nung Sunday to buy combat boots for her Saturday morning CAT. Then, we hopped to another jeep to go to Quiapo. Grabe, it really is the pirated DVD mecca. Kahit maraming pulis na nakakalat malapit dun. So ayun.. a manong approached us saying "Anong hinahanap nyo? anime? koreanovela? anime movie?". Tapos he lead us inside a building na maraming anime DVDs. Andaming mabibili, nakakawindang!
There are two girls na nagse-sales promo:
"Maganda yan, napatalon ako kakatawa"
"The best yan, dyan mo malalaman kung anung klaseng anime fan ka"
"Maganda yang Spirited Away, pati ung Howl's Moving Castle tsaka Tokyo Godfathers"... chuva.
We asked if they have Azumanga Daioh since yun talaga pinunta namin dun. They showed us a list of the titles that they have, meron nga pero we have to order it first and we can get it the following week pa. Baka mas mahal kaya we settled on "Genshiken" instead.
We also looked for "My Sassy Girl" coz my classmate hasn't returned my "MSG" CD. All of the tindero/tinderas tried to sell us "Sassy Girl Chunyang".
Kami: Meron po kayong Korean Movies (coz most of them are selling Koreanovelas)?
Manong: Meron! marami kami nun. Anong title ng hanap nyo?
Kami: My Sassy Girl po. Yun pong movie, hindi series.
Manong: Ay meron, ayan oh (shows "Sassy Girl Chunyang")
Kami: Hindi po yan, series yan eh, movie yung hinahanap namin... iisa lang yun, hindi maraming episodes.
Manong: Hindi, hindi... pwede ka bumili nyan paisa-isa lang (ibig sabihin nya tingi-tingi lang)
Kami: ....
Nakahanap din kami, it seems na they really don't know what they're selling. We had to look at the DVDs one-by-one para mahanap yung lintek na movie na yun na sobrang namiss na namin. Tadaaaah!!! we found an 8-in-1 DVD! My Sassy Girl, My Tutor Friend, Il Mare, Taegukgi, My Wife is a Gangster... and some na di ko matandaan. Happy happy joy joy! :D
we'll be having an anime & korean movies marathon this week. yey!!! (^___^)v
just another day...
2:08 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Tiring week but happy happy happy. =)
I ate soup kanina for dinner... YUMMMMMM!!
i loooooove soup. yeah! XD
just another day...
10:48 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Had a fun weekend.
We watched watched the DVD that I swapped with Dex. Mine's "My Tutor Friend" and Dex's is "Windstruck". I've kept it in my drawer for almost two years (stupid idea, huh?) and just saw the movie on Saturday.
Looooooooooooovely movie! It took me on a rollercoaster ride of emotions. It goes from funny-sad-funny-sad-funny-sad-then... ohohoh... I laughed my head off at the ending. Wonderfully crafted story, beautiful cinematography, cool twists and great actors. Jeon Ji Hyun is very very pretty. The movie inspired my sister to create some pinwheels, blow on them while I act out saying "Myungwoo... Myongwoo... is that you? Are you the wind? Yeah!" XD.
It's a holiday so no work for today. Ate sopas for brunch, 3 different brands of corn chips in the afternoon, buttercake, skyflakes with hazelnut spread, spaghetti for dinner and fries with mayo-gralic dip while watching My Girl with my mom. Food = more weight .. ehehe XD
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I know I've been a little bitchy in the past days but hell, someone really deserve it. Now I know how it feels when somebody talks shit behind your back. I regret what I've done before... sorry. Someone is a lying twerp... and a coward after I caught that oaf with his poop-filled mouth. Tama ba namang ibintang sa ibang tao yung sinabi nya pagkatapos ko syang marinig? Sabi ko sayo, "I heard that. I'm not deaf, malakas panrinig ko noh!" and you just shrugged and tried to laugh it off. I thought it's just me and my overactive imagination but no, I had to hear "goody-two-shoes". I'm not trying to impress anyone- I'm just trying to do my own shit. If you're doing yours, none of this would've happened. It's not my fault that you're a stupid, lying creature... maybe it's in your genes or in the environment. I'm just too smart for you, that's all. If you can buy a brain at the grocery/mall, I'll give you some money you useless freak. Fuck hormones.
just another day...
1:14 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Wizard of Oz: As for you, my galvanized friend, you want a heart. You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable.
Tin Woodsman: But I still want one.
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Wizard of Oz: A heart is not judged by how much you love; but by how much you are loved by others.
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Tin Woodsman: Now I know I have a heart, because it's breaking.
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I love love love Wizard of Oz when I was a kid even if the weird-looking characters freaks me out. I love it when she clicked her ruby slippers. I also wanted to have my own Toto.
yeah. (*_*)
just another day...
11:10 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
it's hard to be happy about something if you know that the good thing that has come my way has affected someone even if it's already out of my control. there's nothing i can do, i know but somehow i hope it didn' have to be like this. just like what my friend told me, "i''ve come to realize that my life is way more complicated than before".
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stupid motherfuckers. you stupid people suck monkey balls. shit kayo.
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i dont know why people find it odd that i can be so quiet sometimes. what's so effin' wrong with that. we all have our private time... being quiet is how i spend mine. at least i'm spending my time thinking about something. being quiet doesn't mean that my mind is blank, you idiots. do something productive, try to reach you anus with your tongue or go fuck yourself so that your genes won't multiply (it's enough that this world has someone as moronic as you, wag mo nang dagdagan)- that way, you can prove that you have some special talent. i am so pissed. (-_-)!!!
just another day...
5:35 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
just read something from yahoo news:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20060815/hl_afp/indiaidaypmhealth_060815170658
"We must end the crime of female foeticide. We must eliminate gender disparity," Singh said in an address to the nation.
"We have a dream of an India in which every woman can feel safe, secure and empowered. Where our mothers, sisters and daughters are assured a life of dignity and personal security," he added.
Thanks Mr.Prime Minister, buti you have a brain and a good heart. Dahil lang sa dowries, parents neglect their daughters na? Sheesh! Maygas! In our country, it's equal... both parties shell out cash for weddings/engagement, or sometimes, the groom takes care of the wedding. Howells, they have a different culture, iba nakasanayan... it's a good thing they're starting to change it. Yung ibang countries nga eh, they've made prostitution legal tapos a prosti can't eat hangga't di sya nakaka-quota ng 10 customers. Whut?? Yep, that's true. Meron ding female circumcision. Meron ding women na rape victim tapos they're killed or sent to prison by their own family just because they're bringing shame to their family's name. I'm really hoping that all of these cruelty to women will stop. I'm all for women empowerment. Yeah.
just another day...
3:00 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
here i am munching on spicy oishi, drinking red tea while the sound of MCR's Helena is blaring on the speakers. not much to do. 2 and a half hours to go.
Well henyways, I got my yearbook yesterday.
Nostalgia hit me again as I leafed through the thick blue cover and crisp white pages of our annual. I saw my picture there! I saw my friends' pictures there!
That was really something considering that the only pictures I have of my friends are class pictures. I'm not really into cameras back then. I kinda felt sad when I saw that the other students who are not really that good in academics excelled in sports and student leadership chuvas. They had their credentials written under their name. I really am an average girl, nothing much to brag when I show my grandkids my yearbook when I get old. The only thing they'll see is that my nickname of their lola is 'Owel' and the irony of the quote 'The early bird catches the worm' is written under my name. I wish I had been more active in school, wish I didn't slack when I know that I'll always get good enough grades even if I don't study for exams. Guess I'm too contented back then. But what can my 'what-ifs-whatmighthavebeens' do now? Nothing. It's not that I'm complaining about my highschool life... heck! I love my highschool life! I have so many good memories, good grades and good friends in highschool. I even kept 2 bags full of letters from my friends because I'm such a sentimental fool!
When my friend in Japan called me earlier this year, I told her that I'm a graphic artist in a music /song magazine. She was so happy and she told me that I must be so proud that I got what I always wanted, what I've always been into. Yeah, I'm happy.... Although I still think about the whatcould'vebeens if I pursued my other dream- Advertising. I know that I can change my mind anytime... that's what I'm good at... being fickle and finicky. Maybe someday, I'll change my mind. I know I can do it coz I'm a multi-tasker and a risk-taker. I can do anything. haha-haha-ha *sarcastic laugh* ha.... yeah, whatever. (*_*)
mood swings again, eh?
just another day...
4:16 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I was inside the train waiting for it to leave the V.Mapa station when I receive a text from my dad.
"Affected ba ung train na nasakyan mo? Kc may problem daw sa Santolan station dahil sa kidlat."
Great. T'was the longest train ride ever... ohoho (-_-);;;
just another day...
11:05 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
me and my sisters stayed up late last saturday...
I mean, we watched TV, ate pancit canton and shared stories until 4:30AM - Sunday morning! That's why I woke up just in time for lunch coz I still need my 4-7 hours sleep. I had cream of corn for lunch... yum!!! (^__^)
In the afternoon, my mom discovered that we have installed Mario on Ate Lee's PC. She played and lost, played, lost, played some more, gave up, played again and lost some more. She's so funny! She had a hard time using the arrow keys. We scream whenever she jumps on bricks, try to kill the monsters, runs after the mushroom... Grabe, we laughed our asses off!! In the end, she gave up na so that Ate Lee can show off her Mario skills (yeah!). I told her, "Ma, pang-Hangaroo and Fowl Words ka lang talaga!" XD
just another day...
7:37 PM
I'm feeling a little uncomfortable today. It started last night; I feel so bloated I think I'm gonna pop. I'm still feeling a little bloated but what's worse is that I'm having some chest pains. I can't fucking breathe. My allergic rhinitis isn't acting up so it's a kinda odd that I'm feeling this way. You know the feeling when you think something awful is gonna happen? That's it, that's exactly how I feel. I feel like something's squeezing my heart and it's swollen up to my throat. Maybe it's because I've consumed too much cholesterol already. Maybe for once, I'd have to go on a diet.
I. will. lose. weight. no. matter. what. happens.
There's this pill that a relative of mine is taking. She lost so much weight she's so sexy now! She used to be chabelita you know?! So, maybe I'll try that one. I hope it's safe unlike the chinese herbal capsules that my sis used a few months ago. Fitrum? maybe. But I think it'll take too long (Juday lost so much weight recently pero she's been endorsing the food supplement for years already). Um, yeah. (*_*)
just another day...
12:03 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
My PC's back after some licensing churva. No deadlines for a whole week. What else? uhmmm...
oh! nung Monday, we had a photoshoot for the next cover of MWH... Chicosci! We featured Chicosci's album in Pinoy, yung pics na lang nila kulang before we print the layouts. I had nothing else to do so I went to the shoot at the rooftop of the office building. The other band members still hasn't arrived so they started the 
interview. Mong and Miggy were the first ones to arrive. Two of their fans followed them with a huge camera in tow. Their fans are nice naman, they weren't interfering with the shoot so they let them watch na lang. Tita Sandy, (the make-up artist) is also there- busy posing while Kuya Jess takes her picture. Nakakatuwa sila.. hehe :D
The other members arrived and join the interview. We took some candid shot of ourselves while we're waiting for the interview to 
wrap up and while Tita Sandy puts some make-up on the band members. We ate pizza (I didn't like the flavor of the slice that I ate, it's kinda nasty but it's still food so I have to eat it anyway).
I'm not really a fan of Chicosci but when I heard their new single "A Promise", it completely changed my mind. They've changed image but I think it's ok... oh well, I think it's better. I found mp3s from their old albums (my favorite is "Paris") on the internet and also liked them. I've uploaded 'em in my mp3 player and listens to them while I'm on the train. They sound a little J-rock... ewan, parang lang ah! I don't think it's emo at all. They remind me of another good band, My Chemical Romance. Oh yeah, that's it. (^____^)v
♥♥♥here's another fangirl picture of moi ♥♥♥
just another day...
3:49 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
lessons learned:
a. always bring an UMBRELLA even if it's sunny outside.
b. never ask another person if they think it's gonna rain and if you'd still need to bring an umbrella.
c. the weather is all fucked-up... ALWAYS bring your UMBRELLA
d. when it rains, it pours (hah!) and when it's sunny, it will still rain... and pour!
e. never wear a white blouse or shirt when it's cloudy outside (unless you're a very promising starlet-slsh-boldstar). Wet clothes adhere to your skin and becomes transparent. Boldstar!
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watched a morning news/talk show and they were discussing about Anger Management. shit, tinamaan ako dun. I have this tendency kc to throw or break things when I'm mad. I can scream like hell, too. Parang akong si Incredible Hulk; "You won't like me when I'm angry". I am super super moody that I have these sudden outbursts. Minsan, I'd remember something, try to look for it and if I don't find it... I'd punch whatever's in sight. It scares people when they see me like that. Ewan, pero I think it's normal naman (eh?). Some Rage huh? Pero it' doesn't happen everyday; only when I'm so pissed off lang. Yun lang. (-_-)
just another day...
11:37 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
I've been listening to My Chemical Romance for weeks tapos saka ko lang napansin na may katunog yung "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" na local song.
hmmm... "Chicksilog"?
My sister recommended The Used. She likes it better than My Chemical Romance.
And so, I tried listening to their album and...
fell in love with the song "I Caught Fire".
It's a love song. When I listened to the music and the lyrics,
awwwwwwwww... I melted! (Ahehe XD).
No, promise! It's a very beautiful song! I'll upload it later to my mp3 so that I can listen to it while I'm on the train or bus.
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We finished another issue earlier. Yey! We are so gooooood. (^o^)/
just another day...
7:09 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
wolo long.
that's it. lumipas na.
it's just like passing gas.
proooooooooot....
now it's empty.. ohoho.
(hey, that's just an example ha! I didn't fart or anything)
that's all there is, there isn't anymore.
just another day...
8:09 PM
I spent my weekend just staring at the boob tube and clutching a magazine, pretending to understand every word that's written on it. I got bored again. I used to have so much motivation in me that I'll do lots of stuff just to please myself, just so I can be productive. Guess I've dried out of all that 'creative' juices- if that's what I can call it. There were quiet sundays when I would lock myself in a room and write heartwrenching poetry. Heartwrenching? I'm sure you'd all ask if I've had my heart broken before: the answer is a NO. Not yet. Although I've experienced some that are near as painful as having my heart broken by someone ( well, maybe). Anyway, back to the topic. I write poetry about friendship, confusion, a love lost, unrequited love... chuva. Some ideas are squeezed from personal experience while some are just created by roleplaying. I pretend that I'm in someone else's shoes. Sometimes, words get to me so much that I cry- as if I was the one who experienced that pain. I'm fond of sappy love stories ever since I learned that fairy tales are edited so that they'll have happy endings. Sometimes, I draw illustrations to accompany my poetry, or the short stories that I wrote after I got inspired from watching too much cartoons, dramas and observing how weird some people interact with each other. Those were ideas that flooded my mind. I deas that I've loved writing, drawing, reenacting in my dreams, painting... ideas that made me embarrased at times and more importantly, proud. They used to flood my mind. I hope that it's all temporary, I hope it's just because of my crazy hormones because it's the time of the month.
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Oh! something really exciting happened to me last saturday. My cousing's dog attacked another cat- our cat! This is the third time it's happened. The first time, last month- their evil dog killed my cat Chevy. The second attack happened just last thursday- it attacked May. And last saturday- Tada! it attacked Kikai, our eldest mama cat. I threw a flower pot filled with soil at their freak of a dog. Too bad it's made of plastic but that's the only object within reach that I can use to kill "Peps The Dog".
I cursed... and cursed... "Putanginang aso nyong yan! Pataying nyo na yang putang aso nyaong yan!!". I screamed at the dog's owner and handler. I don't give a damn what they'll think after hearing me- the 'mahinhin-quiet catholic schooled girl' screaming "Mga putangina nyo, yung gagong aso nyo papatayin na naman ang pusa namin!". I was out of control, I don't care, their dog's out of control, too! It's their fucking fault.
Their dog is a fierce PITBULL- it can attack and kill little kids, what more if it attacked a helpless cat? THEY ARE SO STUPID. THEY ARE A BUNCH OF ASSHOLES, RETARDS AND I WANT TO CURSE THEM TO ETERNAL DAMNATION. But that's being too harsh. Although I believe it's all INTENTIONAL. I told my mom that and she said that I'm just thinking too much. She can just kill that dog with an iron tube. I told her "When? after it kills another cat?". She should've seen the look on their faces. They were half-smiling. And they acted as if nothing happened. They didn't even apologise! She didn't want to entertain that idea coz they're RELATIVES. Hah! okay, whatever. At least, karma is sooooooooo freaking fast. Haha! *insert sarcastic laugh here*.
just another day...
10:15 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
UPCAT ni Karen kanina. Her test started at 6:30am- freaking early. My Dad went with her sa UP tapos may iba pa syang pupuntahan.
I was supposed to buy Pulp mag last night but the Filbar's at the SM near our house don't have June-July copies left so I bought Fudge instead. And! I bought Cast Issue #9 for Karen... yun na ang gift ko sa kanya coz I'm kuripot like that. She loved it pero... we just remembered we still don't have the Issue #8. Haha! XD My Dad said they're going to buy a new cellphone as a gift for Karen. Lucky kid, it's her 4th phone already!
I got drenched in rain this morning. It's too sunny when I left for the office so I didn't bring my umbrella (and my umbrella's already crying for a retirement). I bought an umbrella at the ukay-ukay near the office for only 50 pesos and used it for only 10 seconds. Ayun. I hope I don't get sick.
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mp3 on repeat. <3
just another day...
12:40 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Me and my mom were reading a magazine last night. we were looking at the pictures of veggie foods tapos there's this dish named "SUCCOTASH chuvaness (can't remember the 2nd word)". We burst out laughing, saying "Suffering Succotash!!". XD
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2 days ago, we brought Carrie to my aunt's house. She's so hyper tapos her tail's so bushy. Mom said she resemble an animal, yung kamag-anak ng monkey. We didn't remember the name of that cute animal with the striped bushy tail. We all forgot about that tapos kanina lang, my mom texted me saying:
"Alam ko na kung anong animal yun- Lemur!"
ahaha.. oo nga pala! XD
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I'm listening to a beautiful song. It's rock and it makes my blood go wild (anodaw?).
Basta I love it! it's so loud!!! gusto ko magtatalon (ehehe I'd look stupid I know!).
Something that won't make your blood curdle.
(anobayan, puro blood... it's the time of the month kc eh!)
I'm crazy like that. (-_-)....
just another day...
6:44 PM
I've typed lots of sentences of different topics and deleted them coz... wolo long!
I am so bored. I've ran out of sites to visit. ohoho.
just another day...
2:02 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Watched Heffalump the movie on Disney channel. I loved it soooooo much! It has an aussie accent and it bounces around the hundred acre woods just like Tigger and Roo. So adorable! I want to have my own heffalump!!! Waaaaaah!!!!
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I'm crushcrushing on someone I've never met. ohoho (^o^)
Ang cutecutecutecutecutecute nya!
He looks like Nobitani/Haitani/Screw!
I want to borrow the sentence I heard from a gay neighbor:
"Delicious sya, hay nako pag na-sight mo sya grabe!" XD XD XD
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ohmylord, it's getting pathetic.
I'm so nancy drew right now...
I found and found and found lots and lots and lots!
I'm a happy happy kiddie!
dude, I already know your yahoo ID. bwahahahahahaha!!!!
I shall stalk joooooooooo! joke lang. XD XD XD XD XD XD
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train ride was rather slow.
There was this lady (siguro she's in her forties) who's very pretty naman pero her make-up is... grabe.
She's naturally fair-skinned tapos she drew her eyebrows upward without an arch that almost extended to her ears. Ganito itsura nya:
Tapos, her eyeshadow... reddish orange- extended din gaya ng eyebrows nya.
Yung lips pa nya ang liit and pouty tapos lipstick pa nya, red.
Kabuki!
Tapos may sumakay na girl, she sat beside me. She pulled out from her bag half an inch thick xerox copies. I saw some characters that looked familiar. Hiragana and Katakana.
She's studying Nihonggo! Weeeeeh!! :D
Flashbacks from college:
Classmate: O namae wa nan desu ka?
Me: Watashi wa Noerure desu.
Ms. Galang: O genki desu ka?
Class: Genki desu domo arigatou gozaimasu!!!
ehehe... I just had to type that. Yesh, she's studying foreign language. Her xerox copies looked exactly the same with the xerox copies that our teacher gave us.Wolo long. Nokokotowo long. ohoho. (^o^)/
just another day...
1:19 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
My friends are so funny. I text them a forwarded joke but they never react even though they easily laugh at the corniest jokes. When I text them a forwarded love quote, they all reply AT THE SAME TIME teasing: "Oy! c Noelle inluv!".
whut? (O_0)???
they're always excited to hear if I have finally found ze one. I've always told them who my crushes are and whatsoever but what will make them pee in their pants is if I tell them that I already have a boyfriend ( I don't have one). I develop little crushes everyday and everywhere but I don't think I'm that ready to be in a relationship. Boyfriend? that's not yet in my 5-year plan (but you'll never know). But for now- girls, ya have to wait! (-_-);;
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backache.
it makes me wanna say: "My lumbago hurtssss.."
Gawd, I feel so old.
just another day...
6:31 PM
Watched Heffalump the movie on Disney channel. I loved it soooooo much! It has an aussie accent and it bounces around the hundred acre woods just like Tigger and Roo. So adorable! I want to have my own heffalump!!! Waaaaaah!!!!
