Wednesday, August 16, 2006
here i am munching on spicy oishi, drinking red tea while the sound of MCR's Helena is blaring on the speakers. not much to do. 2 and a half hours to go.
Well henyways, I got my yearbook yesterday.
Nostalgia hit me again as I leafed through the thick blue cover and crisp white pages of our annual. I saw my picture there! I saw my friends' pictures there!
That was really something considering that the only pictures I have of my friends are class pictures. I'm not really into cameras back then. I kinda felt sad when I saw that the other students who are not really that good in academics excelled in sports and student leadership chuvas. They had their credentials written under their name. I really am an average girl, nothing much to brag when I show my grandkids my yearbook when I get old. The only thing they'll see is that my nickname of their lola is 'Owel' and the irony of the quote 'The early bird catches the worm' is written under my name. I wish I had been more active in school, wish I didn't slack when I know that I'll always get good enough grades even if I don't study for exams. Guess I'm too contented back then. But what can my 'what-ifs-whatmighthavebeens' do now? Nothing. It's not that I'm complaining about my highschool life... heck! I love my highschool life! I have so many good memories, good grades and good friends in highschool. I even kept 2 bags full of letters from my friends because I'm such a sentimental fool!
When my friend in Japan called me earlier this year, I told her that I'm a graphic artist in a music /song magazine. She was so happy and she told me that I must be so proud that I got what I always wanted, what I've always been into. Yeah, I'm happy.... Although I still think about the whatcould'vebeens if I pursued my other dream- Advertising. I know that I can change my mind anytime... that's what I'm good at... being fickle and finicky. Maybe someday, I'll change my mind. I know I can do it coz I'm a multi-tasker and a risk-taker. I can do anything. haha-haha-ha *sarcastic laugh* ha.... yeah, whatever. (*_*)
mood swings again, eh?
just another day...
4:16 PM
