Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Guess I don't have free time afterall. haaaaay buhay.
the only time I have for myself is my occasional nap while in the bus on the way to work...
and my regular night sleep. I dont even have time to watch TV...
heck, the only shows that I watch is whatever's on channel 7 when I'm on the bus.
I'm not even a kapuso... I'm a kapamilya forever... hehe XD
Sana sweldo na... huhu. Dati, I've told myself that it's all about the experience and learning. Now I changed my mind, It's all about the money. I find comfort in the material things that I buy from my hard-earned money. Money makes me happy even if just a short while.
Yeah, I know that this is a temporary joy. Forgive me for my greed or whatever you may call it... I dont worship money, really. It's just that I'm so stressed out from all the work.
It's a good thing I've finished the 14 illustrations for my contribution in the magazine. I stayed up all night for two consecutive days just to finish them (darn! all hopes of losing my undereye circles just went kaput). Need to do 2 more for another magazine. God, I'm aging fast. I feel like I'm pushing 40 or something. I'm about to run out of stress tablets. Thank God I never get sick despite all the pressure... just the usual hyperacidity or chronic constipation. I need a break, maybe a dinner or shopping trip with friends or my mom would help.
xs.
'cutie pie' is now my favorite word, the word 'creature' is now out... maybe because I always hear it on Princess Lulu.. hehe. I'm weird like that. XD
Tomorrow is the BFA Batch 2006's Graduation Day.
I'm suddenly reminded of my batch's grad day... the endless picture-taking...haha!
Ah... the memories! It's been a year na pala.
just another day...
3:30 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
so okei, I'm out of deadlines again...
maybe I can enjoy my free time muna...
pero window shopping has become too boring for me now.
besides, I'd feel bad coz I don't have money to spend.
I want to save save save!
I want to buy summer-y shoes... anything floral just to change my mood.
I also want to buy something for my Mom...
oh! my Dad's birthday is on April 1 nga pala.
Maybe I can buy something for him.
I know he'd appreciate it even if it's not too expensive.
PLUS +++++
Our beautiful cat May gave birth last Saturday.
2 handsome boys and a super pretty girl.
We already named the girl... "Proot". XD
just another day...
9:14 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
My friends and I had this observation:
Na kapag may snatcher sa jeep/ nanghahatak ng jewelries...
nagiging close ang mga pasahero kahit di sila magkakakilala.
Nagkwekwentuhan pa ng mga sarili nilang experiences... whatever
chuva.
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Nakakairita:
1. People who throw their garbage (kahit balutan lang ng candy) sa
streets
2. Going to the girl's bathroom, checking each cubicle just to find
out na lahat pala ay may putik galing sa mga sapatos ng mga babae na di
marunong gumamit ng toilet bowl... kung nandidiri kau umupo sa inupuan
ng ibang tao, maglatag kayo ng tissue na pansapin ng pwet nyo... Wala
ba inodoro sa bahay nyo? eh kung ganun lang din, sana Squat Pan na lang
ang nilalagay sa mga Public Restrooms.
3. People who use their fork or spoon kahit may serving spoon na sa
lalagyan ng pagkain.
4. Yung bigla na lang tutusok ng tinidor sa pagkain sa plate mo, saka
lang sasabihin "Ano bang lasa nyan? Patikim nga". Magsabi ka muna bago
ka kumuha ok?
5. Mga nangingialam ng gamit ng ibang tao... I mean, naman... konting
respeto naman sa Privacy.
6. Mga papansin (maingay, maepal, mayabang etc.)
7. Mga know-it-all... tas mapapahiya lang.
8. Pag magbabayad ka sa jeep tapos ayaw iabot, kunwari nakatingin sa
labas... I know na di naman tau ganun kaobligado mag-abot... pero ano
ba magagawa natin, nasa PUBLIC transportation tayo... kung ayaw nio
iabot, manigas sana leeg nyo..hehe
9. Mga taong nagyayabang na "Uy, pare! lam mo ba nanghunting kami ng
pusa/ aso kagabi...hinampas ko nga ng.... putah! buhay pa rin...."
Antigas naman ng mukha nyo na magmalaki? Wish ko lang mamatay na kayo. Mali
nga ang paggamit ng term na "Hayop ka!" sa mga gagong tao... insulto kc
un sa mga hayop.
10. Mga taong nangmamaliit sa kakayahan ng mga babae. Kung ganyan
kakitid utak nyo, sana di na lang kayo pinanganak ng mga nanay nyo.... may
mga nanay naman siguro kayo noh? or baka mga singaw lang kayo?
I know, maarte ako pero naman...
konting manners lang sana... or konting disiplina.
at dun naman sa iba... sana sikipan nyo turnilyo nio sa ulo please.
Ok?
Ok.
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I'm having second thoughts right now.
about what?
basta.
Really really really.
just like what Gaara learned from Naruto...
I can change the path that I want to live.
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I can totally relate to the characters of After Eden.
"Same routine... every day... every week... every month..."
just another day...
7:11 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
It's my sister's Prom Night mamaya.
I am so excited for her.
I suddenly remembered my own Prom night...
my friends and I didn't have dates but we had so much fun.
It became our Girls' Night Out.
We stared at our food, laughed so hard, went to the restroom when the cotillion started, lit our candles and sang One Little Candle, drank coffee.
We formed a conga when the DJ played Buttercup.
We are all Princesses on that night.
haaaaay... I'm OLD na nga.
well anyway, I adjusted my sister's night gown, sew a beaded evening bag and taught her how to put on make-up. I'm sure that I'll be a stage mother when I have a kid of my own... hehe.
Pero... di din siguro masaya mamaya..
Siguro, they'll enjoy pero nakakalungkot din kc hindi kumpleto ang Faculty.
Mam Tejada had a severe heart attack and was rushed to the hospital....
pero di sya nagsurvive.
A very good teacher passed away last Saturday.
Nakakalungkot. Pero I'm sure wherever she is, alam nia na maraming nagmamahal sa kanya... lalo na mga students nia na nagbigay ng prayers para sa kanya.
I've lost 2 people who've touched my life...
last February, a chidhood friend..
ngaun naman, my high school computer teacher.
Makes me wonder about Life...
If I'll ever get the chance to fulfill my dreams, wishes, ambitions...
and how long I'll get to live to achieve them...
Sadness. =(
just another day...
12:43 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
I'm getting bored.
I don't know... maybe because I'm tired that things are now just a routine. I need a change. I need a challenge. Been offered one but I'm kinda scared of the responsibility. A week ago, I've thought about everything. It's too early and risky., I wish I could be stoic about everythng.. but I'm sure people have noticed that I'm always spacing out. This is me... I'm still normal. Maybe confused... but still normal. Still the plain-ol'-jane-me. I feel so boxed. Well, yeah... guess I'm still a little kid- weak, vulnerable and naive. It really sucks. I wish I could just do anything without worrying about people. But what can I do? I'm not that selfish... wish I were- that way, I'll be happier... oh, I forgot... I have guilt too. I've given too much of myself already and it's already draining me. Some may think "Hey look! that girl's gone bonkers!'. But hell no. I'm just too preoccupied with everything around me. They just had to come... all at the same time. Don't worry, I'm pretty much sure that this is just a phase... STIll a phase. It's just that it's taking a little longer to pass. Fucking Phase.
haaaaay.... I'm sure I'll delete this later.
just another day...
10:57 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006
I'm glad I got over my 'depression' thingy...hehe
being too emotional is kinda stupid...especially if there's no reason to be sad. I'm still worried though. It's only now that I've realized that time goes by so fast. Too fast. Parang there isn't enough time for me to do the things that I want to do. I'm always in a hurry. Maybe it's because I'm OLDer now kaya I've developed a sense of time. I can't be the happy-go-lucky kid that I used to be. I have to spend my time wisely. Parang nakakatakot din minsan.
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Talking to older people is kinda refreshing...
they are more experienced in life and you learn so much from them.
Minsan lang ako may maka-usap na talagang mature or serious ang usapan...
depende din sa tao kc mayroong ding ka-age ko lang na mas mature na mag-isip compared sa ibang adults na nakikilala ko. Pero I enjoy the conversations kc nakakatuwa din na sometimes akala ko I'm wrong or super weird for my ideals pero di lang pala ako ang nag-iisa na ganun mag-isip... hehe
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weakling...slowpoke...Plan A or Plan B... it doesn't matter.
Tumunganga ka na lang bru. (>.<);;;
just another day...
11:50 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
i seriously wanted to cry...
ewan... i'm so emo right now... ampanget.
i've become overly sensitive...
and suddenly envious of what others have...
this is so Un-Noelle...so not me. (T.T)
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i don't need your half-meant words...
i don't even think they meant something...
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After unfolding my 100 peso bills, I decided to check each bill and found out that I am a lucky owner of an Arrovo Bill.
My grandma always says that we should collect old coins & paper bills because their value will increase and they'll be hard to find.
I'm going to keep it...
just another day...
10:30 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
di ko alam kung maiinis ako or matatawa...
t'is both a cool / sucky day...
basta..yung tipong napapaisip ako na
"things can't get any worse..."
tapos...
tadaaaaaaaah!!
sucky day.
then.. may cool thing naman na mangyayari...
maiisip ko na naman...
"ok naman pala tong araw na to eh.."
tapos....
dyaraaaaaaan!!!
SUCKY DAY pa rin.
haaaaaaaayyy... pasalit-salit.
good...bad...good...bad...whatevs.
tapos... OK NA TALAGA SANA EH...
pagsakay mo naman sa sasakyan...
napaka-predictable...
ambaho ng driver or katabi mo.
pero natawa na lang ako...
teh universe is weird.
Yep...
it is indeed a sucky day.
haaaaaaay.... (>.<);!!
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i'm not yet PMSing... matagal pa...
but I've been too emotional these days.
(not again?!!!)
I think about old friends...current friends...
former friends-turned-enemy...people...
creature...myself...
I worry about the time... (this is so UnNoelle!)
I worry about my health...
I worry about the future...
*sigh*
mashado ako nag-iisip...
I can't control it... one day I'm gonna burst.
I keep telling myself "it's just a phase".
it'll pass... it'll pass... (V.V)....
just another day...
4:03 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
Thank You!!
Thank You!!
Thank You!!
I feel so blessed...falalalala...(*u*)v
♥♥♥
went to Gale kanina to watch Pupil.
Galing!
Nandun din pala si Novie...
Too bad, di kami nagkita. =(
♥♥♥
Kulitan emails ulit with Hazel kanina...
wala kc syang YM sa office kaya we're chatting on email instead.
♥♥♥
I'm using mah brain now...nyahaha XD
♥♥♥
Nakakainis, lagi akong nae-LSS ng:
Bebot- BEP
Everything is alright- Motion City Sountrack
Beep- PCD
it's okei naman because i like the songs..
nga lang, minsan masakit na ulo ko, nae-LSS pa rin ako.
(0_o);
just another day...
11:20 PM
