Monday, February 26, 2007
ok... i'm renting a computer coz i can't verify my friendster account. yown.
...and the saddest thing is... my sister's PC crashed on thursday, got fixed on friday night, then it crashed again on saturday. we didn't even have the chance to make back-ups. darnit.
and to make things worse, my sister borrowed my cousin's laptop but we can't connect to our frigging dial-up internet. turns out that there's some optic-fiber problem with our telephone. sucks sucks sucks. shit na malupet. but i have to admit, it's kind of funny that all these are happening right now... right when my younger sister is cramming for her web design final project and two paperworks that she still have to type/edit/revise chuva... si Ate Lee naman, she needs to prepare for a presentation for a promotion (research work, resume, powerpoint.etc)... and all of them are due this week. pefect. di naman makulit ang pagkakataon di ba?
just another day...
5:47 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
i received a text message from a friend last week. she offered something... something that's been bugging me in the past three weeks.
any sane person would've jumped at that offer... but you know, i'm not sane- so i turned it down. now i hate myself for my hasty decisions. i didn't even think for a minute before replying with a 'no'. what if i have said 'yes', maybe it would bring a big change to my life. i hate changes. but come to think of it, nothing much has changed in years. i've pushed away my chances, dropped every oppurtunity, ran away from change.
one time, someone asked me, 'are you happy?'. i just gave her a weak smile and said 'i've been thinking a lot lately'. i am bored. everything's the same. same old faces, same old topics. even the food has started to taste too bland. same old same old. nothing's challenging anymore. it's as if my colorful world has turned black and white.
i need my colors back. coz obviously, i'm not happy. i don't want to stay in black and white, even gray. i live in green, pink, purple, yellow, blue, red... any hue that has life. where did my passion go?
just another day...
10:56 AM
Friday, February 09, 2007
perfect. just perfect.
sakto talaga eh. lecheng kanta yan... bakit ko pa kasi inupload sa MP3 player eh (T.T)!!!.
just another day...
4:13 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
been very cold this week. the usual 'ginaw' during christmas was a month late. i had to wear the white jammies that my mom gave me that's hidden at the bottom of the drawer. i used to hate cold weather, i dunno what changed. it must be because i've grown up.
don't you just love the feeling of lying on bed early in the evening, all-wrapped up in a thick blanket wearing comfortable jammies while reading a good book/ magazine? or having soup for dinner paired with crunchy garlic bread while watching a movie on the boobtube? well, i do... and i'm enjoying every moment of it while the coolness is still here.
just another day...
2:18 PM
