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Sunday, January 20, 2008

After two days, my body still hurt. My legs feel like they’re bruised, the balls of my feet ache whenever I walk and my cough have worsened. I cannot put in words how much hate I feel right now. It’s like a nightmare that I want to forget because just the thought of it makes me want to throw up.

It was SLAVERY. It was stupid.

I am not a bad person. I’d do everything just to help. I give food and money to charities, visit orphanages, even random people in need of clothes who knock on our door. But this is different, this has MONEY involved.

I am so mad.

I grew up with maids at my beck and call. I don’t touch people’s excretion… not even mine. I studied hard just to finish a degree so that I can find a good job- an office job. But what do I get in return?

Fuck them.

I have never felt so tired, disgusted and insulted in my whole life. A simple apology from them will never be enough. I. Want. Them. To. Die. I want blood splatter- all that jazz.

Now I can’t say that I am not a bad person but who cares? I can’t say that this is just one of life’s complexities because it isn’t. It’s an oddity, that people like them actually exist in this world.

I hope BAD KARMA gets to them- as soon as possible. I wish they’ll rot in hell.



just another day...
12:25 PM



ABOUT ME:
i'm always in search of something... ermmm.. something what? even i don't know. sometimes i'm too giddy over the littlest of things, other times i'm in a slump- trying to figure out why i'm having another episode of semi-depression. i'm not bipolar though. i remember moments... the beautiful, funny, action-packed, romantic, whatever whatever that comes in front of my eyes. either i'm the protagonist or antagonist of the movie-like scene coz anyway, it's my freaking story. i write and rant about lots of stuff. if i can't express it in writing, i'll just draw it... you know, just to squeeze the creative juices. yeah, that is all.

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My Multiply Site
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Li'l sis Karen's Deviantart Site
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Flickerhappy Studio

THOSE WERE THE DAYS...

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MY MATERIALISTIC WISHLIST!!!
  • Pullips Doll!!!I want! I want!
  • Carebears Dolls
  • My Little Pony toy (haha!)
  • Pen Tablet
  • MP3 Player
  • Another Phone
  • watch ARASHI live woohoo!
  • eat an Okonomiyaki in JAPAN
  • Arashi merchandise
  • eat at the cute ice cream parlor at San Juan :D
  • Battle Royale DVD ripped from DVD XD
  • small whiteboard with marker (just because)
  • New digicam
  • broadband connection at home
  • piano :D :D :D

    quote atm... "I am someone who is looking for love... ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-without-each-other love" -Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City







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