i drank coffee today. i'm not allowed to but nobody saw me so i guess it's okay. i needed to calm my nerves, and it's the only thing that soothes me when i'm stressed. i took one cappucino flavored coffee from the untouched box that i bought from the grocery last week. it tasted awful but the caffeine really kicked my sleepiness away. i would've thrown the boiling hot contents of my tumbler onto the faces of some shitty people but that would only bring me trouble. i wouldn't want to waste the caffeine on them.
i felt insulted but i shouldn't take it seriously, they're older, they'll die before me anyway- that's according to the two people i talked to this afternoon. pretty cool advice huh?
no more tears. one more then it's goodbye.
