Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I feel so stupid. I AM stupid.I've counted it in my head and this is the fifth time. I should be scared I should be crying. I was expecting that I'd cry but I didn't. I can still laugh after everything. Manhid na ako. Maybe I'm not stupid, I'm just plain crazy.

Maybe this is a sign. It could be a stronger push and not just a pat on my shoulder saying "hey, you should do something, do something for yourself".

I want to cry... but I can't.

just another day...
11:24 PM

ABOUT ME:
i'm always in search of something... ermmm.. something what? even i don't know. sometimes i'm too giddy over the littlest of things, other times i'm in a slump- trying to figure out why i'm having another episode of semi-depression. i'm not bipolar though. i remember moments... the beautiful, funny, action-packed, romantic, whatever whatever that comes in front of my eyes. either i'm the protagonist or antagonist of the movie-like scene coz anyway, it's my freaking story. i write and rant about lots of stuff. if i can't express it in writing, i'll just draw it... you know, just to squeeze the creative juices. yeah, that is all.
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MY MATERIALISTIC WISHLIST!!!

Pullips Doll!!!I want! I want!

Carebears Dolls

My Little Pony toy (haha!)

Pen Tablet

MP3 Player

Another Phone

watch ARASHI live woohoo!

eat an Okonomiyaki in JAPAN

Arashi merchandise

eat at the cute ice cream parlor at San Juan :D

Battle Royale DVD ripped from DVD XD

small whiteboard with marker (just because)

New digicam

broadband connection at home

piano :D :D :D

quote atm... "I am someone who is looking for love... ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-without-each-other love" -Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City