Monday, July 12, 2010
The other day, my dad loaded his Gone with the Wind DVD in the player with the speakers on full blast. I wasn't interested at first so I wore the headphones to listen to my sister's daily kpop playlist but I couldn't help but watch. The movie is so interesting - no, it was SO GOOD! I really liked Scarlett O'Hara's character because I can (OMG, eto na, t'o! ang kapal haha) somehow relate to her. I used to be a spoiled brat (my dad says I still am) like the young Scarlett. That's my problem - I'm still stuck at being a brat - and I want to grow so fucking much. It hurts me so much whenever things don't go my way or "according to my plans". I'm just cunning but I'm not strong-willed enough to do the things that I want to do. I want to forget my own Mr. Wilkes or meet Mr. Butler to get me out of this rut (two words: unrequited love). I don't care if he's a bad boy just as long as he is charming and he'll be there whenever I need him. Oh my God, what am I saying?
2:00 AM
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Thursday, July 08, 2010
I have a freaking lump on my neck the size of a twenty-five cent coin. I'm not sure if it's just a huge pimple waiting to emerge coz it's kinda deeper beneath the skin. It's like a slanted/misaligned adam' apple! My sister said it could be a swollen node but we kept it a secret from my dad coz he'll surely freak out.
12:57 AM
