Monday, July 12, 2010

The other day, my dad loaded his Gone with the Wind DVD in the player with the speakers on full blast. I wasn't interested at first so I wore the headphones to listen to my sister's daily kpop playlist but I couldn't help but watch. The movie is so interesting - no, it was SO GOOD! I really liked Scarlett O'Hara's character because I can (OMG, eto na, t'o! ang kapal haha) somehow relate to her. I used to be a spoiled brat (my dad says I still am) like the young Scarlett. That's my problem - I'm still stuck at being a brat - and I want to grow so fucking much. It hurts me so much whenever things don't go my way or "according to my plans". I'm just cunning but I'm not strong-willed enough to do the things that I want to do. I want to forget my own Mr. Wilkes or meet Mr. Butler to get me out of this rut (two words: unrequited love). I don't care if he's a bad boy just as long as he is charming and he'll be there whenever I need him. Oh my God, what am I saying?

just another day...
2:00 AM

ABOUT ME:
i'm always in search of something... ermmm.. something what? even i don't know. sometimes i'm too giddy over the littlest of things, other times i'm in a slump- trying to figure out why i'm having another episode of semi-depression. i'm not bipolar though. i remember moments... the beautiful, funny, action-packed, romantic, whatever whatever that comes in front of my eyes. either i'm the protagonist or antagonist of the movie-like scene coz anyway, it's my freaking story. i write and rant about lots of stuff. if i can't express it in writing, i'll just draw it... you know, just to squeeze the creative juices. yeah, that is all.
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THOSE WERE THE DAYS...

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MY MATERIALISTIC WISHLIST!!!

Pullips Doll!!!I want! I want!

Carebears Dolls

My Little Pony toy (haha!)

Pen Tablet

MP3 Player

Another Phone

watch ARASHI live woohoo!

eat an Okonomiyaki in JAPAN

Arashi merchandise

eat at the cute ice cream parlor at San Juan :D

Battle Royale DVD ripped from DVD XD

small whiteboard with marker (just because)

New digicam

broadband connection at home

piano :D :D :D

quote atm... "I am someone who is looking for love... ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-without-each-other love" -Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City