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Monday, July 12, 2010

The other day, my dad loaded his Gone with the Wind DVD in the player with the speakers on full blast. I wasn't interested at first so I wore the headphones to listen to my sister's daily kpop playlist but I couldn't help but watch. The movie is so interesting - no, it was SO GOOD! I really liked Scarlett O'Hara's character because I can (OMG, eto na, t'o! ang kapal haha) somehow relate to her. I used to be a spoiled brat (my dad says I still am) like the young Scarlett. That's my problem - I'm still stuck at being a brat - and I want to grow so fucking much. It hurts me so much whenever things don't go my way or "according to my plans". I'm just cunning but I'm not strong-willed enough to do the things that I want to do. I want to forget my own Mr. Wilkes or meet Mr. Butler to get me out of this rut (two words: unrequited love). I don't care if he's a bad boy just as long as he is charming and he'll be there whenever I need him. Oh my God, what am I saying?


just another day...
2:00 AM


Thursday, July 08, 2010

I have a freaking lump on my neck the size of a twenty-five cent coin. I'm not sure if it's just a huge pimple waiting to emerge coz it's kinda deeper beneath the skin. It's like a slanted/misaligned adam' apple! My sister said it could be a swollen node but we kept it a secret from my dad coz he'll surely freak out.

God, let this be a pimple or a swollen node... I hate hospitals!

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I'm praying for something. Hope I'll get an email... I promise I'll be good. :/


just another day...
12:57 AM


Monday, June 28, 2010

Ugh! what an episode today.. di ko alam kung matutuwa ako or malulungkot. Di ko alam kung matutulog ba ako or kakanta na lang nung LSS ko na kanta ni Christina Milian.

Ugh.


just another day...
11:19 PM


Thursday, May 06, 2010

My neck feels so weird. It's been two week since it started. There's this uneasy feeling and it always makes me want to wince just to lessen the numb/stiff/tight/whatever sensation. I dont know if it has something to do with my nerves or if it's connected to the headache and dizziness I felt last week. I think it's better to see a doctor than to search "weird neck" on google XD.  I'll do it after the election.

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I'm happy that I can be of service to my community. I accepted the task because of the money but after a few days, I realized that the financial gain is just a bonus - I was given the opportunity because they know that I can do it. I'm excited and a little nervous. I hope there wont be any problems. 

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When I get the full payment for my summer job, I'll lend it to my sister so that she can use it for her business. She's saving up for U-kiss' concert on the 29th. She's been sulking since last month coz our dad wont buy her a ticket. My sister has never been to a concert before. If mom' still here, she'll definitely find a way for my sister to see her favorite artist. 

I know how it feels when all you want in the whole world is to see your favorite boy band. I sulked, stomped my feet and refused to talk to my dad whenever he said he'll never buy me and my elder sis concert tickets to BSB / boyzone / westlife. I was a bratty teenager but still, my mom supported me in my fangirling days. A day before Westlife or Boyzone's concert, she'll say "Let's watch their concert tomorrow! Don't worry, I'll ask dad - He'll never say NO to me hehe". She would also call the nearest record store if they already have stocks of BSB's album on the day of its release. She even sent a fax message to Moffatt's local distributor/record company asking if they could give me and my sister backstage passes to their mall tours. Yes, my mom is so cool! <3

There's still a few weeks left before the concert. I hope she'll make use of the time and the money I'll give her to earn her enough cash to buy a good seat. :>





just another day...
11:45 PM


Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Brought my cat and her precious little kitty to a veterinary clinic that a friend recommended. It was the nearest animal clinic to our house. It takes two jeepney rides to get to the clinic where we used to bring our cats and dogs. My cat, that poor cutie has never ever set foot outside of the house and is not used to travelling (she was squirming and crying inside her travelling bag!) so going to my friend's vet is the best option. The vet- she was very nice and funny. My cat will be taking antibiotics for seven days to cure her Mastitis while the kitty's under a strict diet because she's undernourished (she can't drink her mommy's milk anymore *sad*) and was also prescribed an eyedrop medicine.
 
My wallet's weeping but haaaayy... good thing we brought them to the vet. Anything for my little queen!



just another day...
12:24 AM


Monday, March 01, 2010

Something's up. I know when someone's harboring ill feelings toward me, when someone's backstabbing me. How? I can feel it even if they're a few cities away from me. It's in the way people write their text messages and emails. When they're in front of me, I see it in their eyes. I sense their guilt.

haaaaay. : (



just another day...
11:50 AM


Saturday, November 28, 2009

My throat hurts. Parang nagvideoke ako ng ilang oras kahit na hindi. Malapit na birthday ko, andyan na naman ang birthday blues. I feel so old. Mid-life crisis, please go away!

Well anyway, bakit ba parang napakahirap na ikaw ang mag make ng first move? Andun na ang opportunity, nahihiya pa akong sunggaban. Haaaaay... ewan ko sayo. Ayoko na, ikaw naman ang humabol.
chos! (inarte mode) *3*

I need a salt gargle.



just another day...
1:00 AM



ABOUT ME:
i'm always in search of something... ermmm.. something what? even i don't know. sometimes i'm too giddy over the littlest of things, other times i'm in a slump- trying to figure out why i'm having another episode of semi-depression. i'm not bipolar though. i remember moments... the beautiful, funny, action-packed, romantic, whatever whatever that comes in front of my eyes. either i'm the protagonist or antagonist of the movie-like scene coz anyway, it's my freaking story. i write and rant about lots of stuff. if i can't express it in writing, i'll just draw it... you know, just to squeeze the creative juices. yeah, that is all.

LINKS! *click click*
My Multiply Site
My DA account
Li'l sis Karen's Deviantart Site
Cris' Multiply
Fellow Arashi fangirl Ace :D
Flickerhappy Studio

THOSE WERE THE DAYS...

December 2004
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MY MATERIALISTIC WISHLIST!!!
  • Pullips Doll!!!I want! I want!
  • Carebears Dolls
  • My Little Pony toy (haha!)
  • Pen Tablet
  • MP3 Player
  • Another Phone
  • watch ARASHI live woohoo!
  • eat an Okonomiyaki in JAPAN
  • Arashi merchandise
  • eat at the cute ice cream parlor at San Juan :D
  • Battle Royale DVD ripped from DVD XD
  • small whiteboard with marker (just because)
  • New digicam
  • broadband connection at home
  • piano :D :D :D

    quote atm... "I am someone who is looking for love... ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-without-each-other love" -Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City







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